This is because I spent the last two days with people, working and helping and training and doing orientation for my new job.
Two days? That's all I get of energetic life?
I was offered a few entry-level jobs, and the one I pursued is cleaning. This means I can spend time working and meditating, without people, for many hours a week. That sounds exactly like what I need. We'll see.
It also means that I am no longer boss of myself. Someone else will tell me what to do. Well, this should be interesting.
I did accounting for Anawim this last week. I realized what I was doing for all these years-- turning cash and relationships and connections into help for the needy. I was more a philanthropist than a pastor. That doesn't bother me. You could say the same thing about Jesus.