I've been praying through Phyllis Tickle's Divine Hours, which has been wonderful. It is like a liturgical worship service, three times a day, every day of the year. It is a portable monastery.
I've also been praying for others again, which has been fantastic. Just walking and praying.
I also made a list for myself. I'm a firm believer that lists help us to focus and figure out things in our lives that otherwise would take us a long time to figure out. I ask a question of myself and then I write out the answer in list form. I'm always doing this when I visit a monastery, when I have the silence and time to hear the Spirit clearly.
So the dual question I asked myself this time is: What is harming my soul? What is healing me?
Too much listening
Pointless acts-- doing things that end up benefiting no one
Overwork/taking on too much
Hmmm. Nothing new there. And some of things things can't be helped. We all do things that benefit no one sometimes. It's part of the danger of doing anything, it's always a risk. But this is why I balance it all with acts of healing.
Writing, especially poetry
Peacemaking like Jesus
But I recognize that I cannot just spend my life in healing. A balanced life is loving God (receiving his healing) and loving others, spending time meeting their needs. I may not be able to love others with the intensity or depth that I used to, but I can, and must, still do this:
Pray for others
Write for justice
All of this above are just pieces of my life. I still have to organize it, but I'm getting there.